silent warrior |
| Tick, Tick,
Tick Says the Clock To me. I look at you And wonder Where are you? The one who let me Love again. Who is this girl That I'm kissing? My kiss shows my love, But why do I love you? Just because you say You love me? Do I just need that Reassurance that I Too can be loved? I don't know you anymore. Silent warrior that Tears at my heart. Your unsaid words and Unfair expectations Make me feel like shit. Then you build me up With your hugs and smiles. You hold my hand to Show me it's alright. The only thing is, It's not. Who am I? Who is writing this in Brick red crayon? I don't know who I am Anymore. I don't remember the last time I did. I miss me. I miss you. But I don't know Where you've gone and You say you never left. But I know better. I wish I didn't care. I wish I could be content. I wonder if it's because I can't love or can't be loved? My mind rambles and my heart is lost. What does the future hold? When will you realize that I'm not the one for you? Will you deny it and Pretend your heart's not broken? I'm sorry & I apologize deeply For all the things I've done to hurt you, Especially for all the things You'll never know about. I think I sabotaged our love So I wouldn't marry you. You don't want to marry me. I'm crazy. LOCO. I'm so lonely. Not alone, but lonely. I wish you knew me. But then you wouldn't love me. If you really knew me You'd hate me. So, I wonder when you'll Find out about who I really Am and decide to leave. It Won't be easy. But It is meant to be Not forever. These times were fun, I won't deny that, But the clock keeps telling me Tick, Tick, Tick It's almost over. |
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